Saturday, November 15, 2014

another sad part of my job student teaching

Part 3 
The Search



homeless = yesterday's insane 
      When I talk of the insane or insanity, I am talking in the context of the time I was working there and that was from 1976- 1977, and being politically correct was not even heard of. At that time any part of society that didn’t fit into the norm were classified as either criminal or mentally insane. Homeless people although fully functional, meaning they were  able to take care of themselves were often institutionalized as opposed to being able to exist on their own in society. In some ways this was a benefit to some of those less fortunate. But still the institutions such as Apple Creek that existed at that time were highly understaffed and lower and higher functioning was allowed to intermingle. The quality of their life I am sure, though I was not involved in their direct care, was very impersonal and at times their personal safety was compromised to the point of death at times. Some of the abuse was a result of patient attacking another patient, but there was also care providers who also subjected residents to physical as well as sexual abuse.
       I would have a chance to observe residents that were allowed to roam the grounds of the hospital complex, and sometimes we were called in to retrieve residents who were running from the grounds themselves. One guy who was observed in one of our fields walking and then running away, when we pulled a truck over to check him out, ran to a ditch and cowered listening to his radio when surrounded, we waited for security to come and grab him while we just watched him. He would make animal noises all the time listening to his radio. When security arrived and we were trying to get him out of his hiding place or at least he thought it was , he began to run and the guard told us to tackle him if we had to in order to avoid him getting to a road an possibly be hit. This guy could haul butt as most of the residents seemed to have a lot of brute strength, and you should never underestimate them. We finally caught up with him as about 15 people surrounded him and finally a guard was able to grab and subdue him. All along his radio  was being held to his ear and he never lost his hold on it despite being roughly handled and shoved into the car.
    As they would shove one foot in the car, he would shove the other foot out, and this went on for about 5 minutes and soon the guards tired of it and rolled the window down then leaned in through the window and held his legs while other tried to shut the door. That worked and soon he was whisked away. And even though he was listening to his radio, it never had any batteries and wouldn’t play as they wouldn’t issue batteries to the residents for fear they would eat them or else? I always wondered what song was playing in his head. Put your right foot in, shake it all about!
    Another time we were called to look for a girl who they had no idea of where she went and that she may be with a mongoloid child, but they felt that they were still on Apple Creek‘s hospital grounds. This was almost 2000 acres and a fairly large farm comprised of woods and farm land almost a mile square with few mostly rural roads they could patrol. We formed search teams and the state highway patrol took an area around the hospital to search in the immediate forested area closest to the hospital. We students were to first search all the barns and outbuildings for any signs of the patients. It was my thought that some of the patients were kind of primal in their basic mentality and seeking shelter may be their first option. They had been missing for over twenty four hours, meaning they had already spent the night outside in 40 degree temperatures and a barn or out building may have been where they would go and find some comfort. At almost any time our group of about ten students fully expected to find them, still time was of the essence in finding them. I was in charge of the students as we went from barn to barn and I would emphasize to be sure and check every little nook or cranny, to climb up on hay in the mows, or any place where one might hide and as we went from barn to barn, we would improve on our searching techniques as we gained more knowledge and experience of what to look for.
    It took us a half a day and as we were finishing up word had come around that the female resident was found close to one of the barns in the woods dead. Also the second resident who was with her was also found. It was all kind of crazy and at one point helicopters were buzzing around and sirens rang the hillsides, and with the news cast an overall pallid eerie gloom over the whole place, as we tried to resume some normalcy, but in the back of our minds we were asking why and how this could happen. Also in a way I was glad it was not us that found here and instead law enforcement as that was their job to accept things like that. We students accepted the job with hopes of finding her and her friend alive and death was not part of what we expected.
     Answers would come but not the right ones and it took a lot of time to finally come up with a possible scenario to her death, but not until they tried a mentally incompetent mongoloid child incapable of the murder, and finally they would convict and later overturn their findings as he would never to be mentally competent of doing anything planned, to the extent of these murders. It was assumed that since the mongoloid boy was found with the girl that it was him that was the killer. But apparently he always followed her around and had never exhibited any type of sexual behavior capable of rape and death of this girl. Instead it was believed to be a resident care giver who actually did the deed and was never caught. Soon after she was found two caregivers quit the facility and were investigated but were never charged for lack of evidence. Besides the state had already had their guy in the form of the mongoloid child who was incapable of defending himself or even stating who the real killer was. Unfortunately he may still be walking free.
         On top of that the parents of the girl, who died, would file in court, a lawsuit charging the state with incompetence in dealing with the handicapped. That Apple Creek state institute and all state institutions were under staffed and widespread patient abuse and neglect was running rampant in the state mental system. As a result of this court action the state lost, it began to reintegrate patients back into society through the use of half way houses and smaller better staffed private care centers for those severely mentally retarded, eventually doing away with the institutions altogether. Some higher functioning adults were discharged to be on their own, and now roam the streets and make up part of our homeless sector, and still should have some sort of care but for the most part are neglected by our lack of funds to provide any minimal care for the homeless, except that which is provided by the charitable organizations. Food stamps and other benefits for the poor and disabled are dependent on one having an address to which they can receive mail, and a lot of these people unfortunately cannot apply for help with food or heat subsidies as they do not have an address to which they can receive mail nor benefits and must be dependent on charity to be able to sustain themselves. Also they are blight on neighborhoods in poorest sections where they tend to aggregate as they beg for change and scavenge what they can.
     Now more and more I see as cities enlarge themselves and once urban areas let down and turned to slums are being migrated on by the rich. The lower class residents who had called the slums their home are being shoved out to make way for new high rise apartments, and the wealthy are complaining about soup kitchens to feed the homeless that are blighting their neighborhood and are enacting laws to restrict their use. In one case a 98 year old man was recently arrested for providing meals to homeless people in Florida. If we shove them out their homes then where are they going to live? It is a problem our capitalist society needs to accept as their responsibility and part of the expense in making a profit. No building permit should be issued for new construction till studies are done to see what effect the new construction will have on the homeless. Remedial efforts at attacking the problem should be in place before any building commences. Shoving them out of one place will only exaggerate the problem and make it worse for those who are dependent on social services that were located originally close to where they were. To be possibly across town or further in the countryside away from everything would only make health and welfare services almost impossible for them to obtain.

      The mentally ill are red ink on our ledger, but we all need a little red ink to find out where the bottom is. Knowing we never want to end up there, and hope it never happens, but those folks who are less fortunate and have no choice in their care and can only expect our society to provide the barest of essentials, and depend on that red ink. The sad part is that even in the wealthiest of families there is always a chance that one may have a mental illness and that help for them is often shunned, and Apple Creek was the place where they used to take those that high society no longer had a use for and could be quietly excluded from view and guaranteed to not interfere with their afternoon tea social. Now they have to spend more money quietly locking them away for their nonconformity. The rich and wealthy are the ones that are most capable of making a difference and made a tidy profit off the lot of us and, yet are the most needy when it comes to mental illness. Because their surely has to be something wrong with those people who have made millions and billions who only want to share when they have their name at stake and only for those issues they feel are most important like Gates and Buffet has done. They depend on everyone else to deal with the little stuff like homelessness and mental health.  These issues are as old as the hills and with few answers except deal with them. They choose not to, and instead fund other nonprofit adventures guaranteed to provide them a tax free savings on their fortunes. 

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