Tuesday, April 17, 2012


duck eggs

      i am even later today writing my blog heading back to evening hours trying to get it done due to puter malfunctions again. spent 3 hours this am trying to sort out problems with the puter and not seeming ot get anywhere. why when i do a down load from microsoft do is sit there and watch the screen thingy roll past 15 per cent ot 16 and so on till it is finished an hour later . it is as if i am totally entranced in this green bar hoping it will give new life and speed again to this inanimate object before me. would i have been better off to buy a tool or something else as they require no more instruction than to use it stupid(being me).
     so hour after hour i sit in front of this thing as it has become my whole life. i no longer watch tv , but instead opt to fill my time reading dribble from a multitude of news organizations on the internet. as if i am searching for the answer to life in all the x's and o's of binary language. and it  is when it doesn't work like it should that i am most concerned about the puters mental health and mine also as i see my frustration level increase to the point of wanting to toss the whole thing. but that is wrong. and why?
     it is not the computer that is messing up as it is garbage in and garbage out theory of puter existence. i turn it on it comes on but then it doesn't work like i want it to. and why? because the same thing that makes it work the programming , is under constant attack from the internet. sites you visit , malware , tracking information, etc, all add up to a slow performing computer requiring you to do maintenance. you can avoid all this by never going on line but then all you have is a typewriter and a gaming console. we need that socialization we achieve through internet to further us along. we crave it. but as long as we continue to use it we have to accept some of the downsides to computer programming.
     well today i am on a quest to make me an incubator and that is the reason i wanted the internet to work like it should . it is an invaluable reference tool. i found another nest of duck eggs and need to make an incubator as soon as possible , so i am going to get busy and get moving on this fine day and hope the puter serves me well for awhile as i think it is better but still not up to par. but i am tired of looking for what is wrong and spending hours getting nothing accomplished as life moves on whether i am ready for it or not. have duck eggs beckoning me.

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